>>1176639We have military, I just don't wanna be in it and would be an ill fit anyway. But to answer your question, Denmark.
I am already on sertraline to manage my emotions and make my dips a little less pronounced. It's just that I had literally like, three things I had lined up for the fall that all fell apart at the same time, on top of having spent ten years since I left school with no actual employment - neither anything remotely related to anything I actually know how to do and enjoy (living in a location that has none of it and no money to move doesn't help), nor regular-ass bread-and-butter work that just straight up ignores me even when I attempt to apply, so while we have an overall quite good social security, I can't really afford to better things for myself or have much of a future ahead of me.
Add that I never have any success with creative endeavors, suffer from lack of motivation and just clearly generally aren't talented enough to make it in any alternative ways, and I am simultaneously too much of a shithead to be a cog in the machine and not good enough to not be one.
So yeah. Those are the thoughts always swirling around my head and making me out to be a goddamn loser.
>>1176641I suppose.
