My perspective is almost certainly tainted by nostalgia but it just seems like everything was so much better back then. In the years since the world has crushed my soul.
I probably have a lot of people on Skype still but I never launch it and I assume nobody is really on it anymore.
Make no mistake, I am not really looking for a relationship right now. Like I said, I don't think I would even know how to handle it. It certainly wouldn't last. But it's hard not to pine sometimes. What I really want is a sense of belonging and companionship. It's hard to get that through the internet. What I really need is people in my life, doing things with me. I've spent too much time in the house on the computer. I live in too nice of a place for this. But it's hard to get anyone to do anything outside.
I did apologize to them (and even offered money to make up for the time I wasted) but they weren't very responsive, I'm sure they are upset with me. I feel like I damaged what could have been a great friendship. I will always wonder what would have happened if I had gone through with it. The great unknown. But here I still am, in the same place as always. It's so hard to leave.
Good to see you again Bleedy. I like that picture. Thank you for taking the time to respond to me.>>1112065>>1112072
Many pies. I have been using Maud as an avatar on Discord for a few years now. About time to change it.