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garbage garbage garbage
you know what joy and optimism feels like? i don't
all i feel is inadequacy
and fuck me, it's worse on some days than others
some days i can't just put up with all the irrational self-hating negativity, and it eats me alive
i'm sure some of you have days like that too, so just admit your pain and be weak with me
everyone deserves that sometimes
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Sorry it's been so hard braze. If you're garbage, then I think you're pretty outstanding garbage.
You know, I've felt so bad before, but I've been steadily improving the past few months. In a sense, I feel sorry that I can't share much pain with you today. But I understand how that hurt feels, I felt it most of my life.
I'm still a really weak and sometimes barely capable person, but I'm happy with myself being like that, I know I can get by pretty well with the help of this community and especially you and your sisters. You've been looking out for me a while now, thanks, it's made a difference for me. I think I've told a few people that now, but I'm not just throwing statements like that around haphazardly. I guess I probably just need a lot of support from a lot of people and places to get by, lol.
Hope expressing yourself has helped you feel a bit better, it usually helps me.
