>>1093828>What's a hobby you were always interested in but never tried out?
I was always interested in making animated music videos, especially for songs that I lopve that never had music videos made for them.
Unfortunately, my ADHD disagrees and breaking through the first hurdles of leaerning to draw and learning something like animation software have been extrodanarily difficult for me to overcome so it's like, I wish wish-granting genies existed and that one would grant me all the skills to get started on that immediately so I can get the music videos in my head onto youtube to share with everyone. >>1093829>I've had outright schizophrenia symptoms in the past,
I have never had psychtic symptoms like that, I'm just in that state rather constantly, on rare occasions I will have a completely quiet mind, and sometimes, ironically enough, that
makes me uncomfortable.
I do have a family member with schizoaffective disorder and while I am past the age window to develop schizophrenia or some other schizoprenia-spectrum disorder, the fact I have a schizoaffective niece means I fear I might be genetically vulnerable to substance-induced psychosis which is what has been most concerning to me considering my recent diagnosis of ADHD by my therapist and how to handle it via medication. Post too long. Click here to view the full text.