Ignore this thread if you want, there's no real purpose or targets for this post, it's just something I really need to get out of my chest.
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"You are a fool"That is a phrase that I've heard for almost all my life.
As a child, because I was too naive and innocent, sharing or just giving away mostly any material object I had to other people without thinking twice, even got scolded by my parents in multiple occasions because I would share that super expensive thing with some poor kid that I didn't even know, of course, that led me to a certain number of misadventures too.
As a teenager, even being angsty and edgy as possible, even being
that goth metalhead kid with anger issues, I still helped friends and even strangers by giving money and stuff I didn't really need simply because, it brought me more sense of happyness giving the material good to somebody with a greater need rather than keeping it to myself.
Of course, from my parents, family and even close friends, I always heard the same phrase: "You are such a big fool."
As an adult, I certainly changed a lot, and have learned a lot too, however, certain parts of me still remains the same.
Some good, some bad, and some I wish I could lose, but they never go away.
One of these, being I am still a fool.
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