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We used to write stories together!
You can find them here:
http://fndkp.jimdofree.comNowadays, we just sit around and talk to each other. Feel free to join.
We also have some 8-bit desktop ponies here:
https://github.com/RoosterDragon/Desktop-Ponies/releases/download/v1.69/Desktop.Ponies.v1.69.zipAnd more are here:
drive.google.com/drive/folders/1aNQL0zy_pIk-DrX9R7DAWqlNcyaUitjh?usp=sharing
Check out the deviantART community:
http://desktop-pony-team.deviantart.comYour can find the program source code on github:
https://github.com/RoosterDragon/Desktop-Ponies No.1201463
>>1201461Might as well jump!
>>1201462Ur a chikun
No.1201464
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>>1201463I cannot confirm or deny.
No.1201465
>>1201464>>1201464Bawk bawk
Are you at least the kind of chikun who is well at the moment?
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>>1201465I'm well at least. Washed away the filth from me and ready to resolve today's business.
Hoping you are well too, chickun or not.
No.1201467
>>1201466>>1201466I'm alright. On my way to be an extra in some old true crime reconstruction.
Just killing time on the train doing research for an art video and being amazed how well the latest one is doing
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>>1201470Did you use the German rail service?
No.1201472
>>1201471>>1201471No, Danish.
Which means our entire public transport infrastructure collapses the instant something ad completely unheard of as "a wet leaf on the track in autumn" happens.
So glad train prices have basically fucking doubled the last few years so we can get this kind of security.
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>>1201472Double the price, half the service.
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>>1201474Yeah, you're not wrong with that.
Vienna has increased its annual public transport ticket price too by a hundred bucks.
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Good morning.
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Arise, my minions. Sleep is for the weak.
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>>1201489Well, the thread's not getting bumped anymore... that takes away the effectiviness of rising!
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>>1201495What theme is in mind for the next thread?
I'm guessing a Princess Luna thread to make up for lack of Nightmare Night. That and a bit too early for Hearth's Warming.
No.1201501
>>1201496Yeah, even though we had Luna several times before.
>>1201500Only when the thread is at the very bottom, a new one will be made!
No.1201502
>>1201501Hm, alright. Somepony else then.
Uh... what theme you have in mind?
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No.1201504
>>1201503I mean
I known some people who wokld likely pay well to have Luna smack them with a newspaper
it's me. I am some people. No.1201508
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Good morning.
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Good morning.
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>>1201543Good mornin'
Wassup?
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>>1201546One more new thread, then we can make a new one!
No.1201548
>>1201545I'm well thanks Clarity! Just getting a vegan breakfast in town
Fingers crossed for no issues at the meeting
No.1201551
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Another anxiety day.
I woke up with a feeling of discomfort on the left side of my gut.
As I sat down for a poop, the discomfort got worse, so worse that it was almost pain-like. I had to "cancel" pooping, cleaning myself up despite being unfinished. Fears of appendicitis started running through my head, which caused my to up heave air.
I went for a walk, and the feeling did pass, but I started to feel hot and sweaty.
After a nap, the discomfort returned, to the point I was starting to feel woozy.
Even writing all this out is physically exhausting.
I'm gonna log off and lie down.
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Sorry about
>>1201551, I had a rather overdramatic morning.
I had an unfamiliar discomfort inside my body that I could not see. After writing my previous post, the discomfort got so bad that, along with my anxiety, I didn't know if I needed the hospital or not. I didn't pass out, but I did fall down which... honestly was a bit more comfortable. My brother came to help me and assured me things will be alright, that it was probably something I ate yesterday that my body needed to pass.
I started to cry, not because of the current situation, but because I felt situations like this kept happening in my adult life. That I am completely aware of the molehills in my life, but my anxiety makes mountains out of some of them without any mental control or consent, forcing me to spiral in silent stress and worry.
Lying on the floor, I felt overdramatic over it all. My brother comforted me and told me to go back to bed and rest, that I'll feel better afterwards.
It was difficult at first, the feeling was like being "constipated without constipation". I was tossing and turning, and I was praying for the bad-feeling to ease enough so that I can get some rest. I dunno if Jesus answered my prayers or not, but I finally felt it ease up and got a few hours sleep.
I got out of bed around 3pm and feel much better now, but if it comes back, I know what to do now, which takes leverage from my anxiety away.
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>>1201554I'm glad you're feeling better!
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Good morning.
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This morning, I learned about "therapeutic surrender" and put it into a metaphor to help me and perhaps others understand it.
Imagine Anxiety as a river. The river is wide and goes up to your knees. However, it's rapid meaning it's not impossible, but not easy to cross.
As you cross the river, each splash consists of intrusive or unwanted thoughts. Some of these waves push people down, in which they get up and continue to wade across, making it to the other side.
However, there are some who struggle with the waves, to the point they regard the river itself is an enemy that they have to fight. They attack and wrestle with the waves, which only tires them out and make them stumble, all the while each wave gives more negative thoughts to them. Such thoughts as "What do your friends/loved ones really think of you?" or "This is how it's going to be for now on!" or "Look at the people who made it to the other side with no problem, they're judging how weak and pathetic you are!"
Some who are stuck in the water continue to fight it despite making them more exhausted, others to the point they give up and drown in the river.
Therapeutic surrender isn't a means to defeat anxiety, nor to surrender to it. It is simply a means of acknowledgement. Those with anxiety are usually so caught up with unwanted thoughts that alarm us, panic us, make us upset or worried, take up time and energy in thought until we meet exhaustion that we often fail to realise that these worries, negative thoughts and over-thinking is just as fluid and baseless as water. We can't ignore the waves splashing upon us, but we have to acknowledge that we need to stop fighting the waves and concentrate on getting out of the river. Yes, the intrusive thoughts will continue to splash you, maybe some of them will push you down, but you need to ignore the waves and concentrate on getting to the other side.
This is a new practice for me, but I hope I can adapt to it. To accept I am a person who has to deal with anxiety more severely than others, that I shouldn't fight the waves and push forward to get over the river.
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Good morning.
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>>1201568i vibe with this, i really like this!
>>1201573mood gorning!
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>>1201577Hi Noelle, how have you been?
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New thread is us...
>>1201580
