>>1198487>>1198487I used to be a NEET and borderline Hikikomori. I was really depressed for a while. I think I still am. Just better coping skills. I'd go outside at all, so I wasn't a true Hikikomori. I didn't have a choice. I'd only really go outside in the middle of the night when nobody else was around. I remember I used to go to this very, very small park in an apartment complex next to my neighborhood.
I would drink beer and ride my bike there with a backpack of drinks. This park was extremely small. Just a set of swings and a swimming pool that was gated off. There was a large tree that was fright in front of the swings. I could see into the night sky pasts its branches. A circle of other trees in my peripherals off in the distance.
I used to drink there for about 2 hours on the swings and listen to emo music for a while by myself. It was nice. A little sad, but nice.
I can't believe it's been like over 10 years since then
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