No.479[View All]
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Hey there/ cartoon/. Did they forget about you? Forgot to do a couple things they said they were going to?
Don't worry buddy. Your secret is safe with me. I'm just going to hide here in plain view with you if that's okay. Quiet.
1863 posts and 1622 image replies omitted. Click reply to view. No.5358
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And just to nip it in the bud.
I know I have an audience for my little breakdown here. I do not mind it at all, nor do I mind any input or comments or abuse. But I would weigh my words carefully before carelessly tossing around platitudes. I'll sober up eventually but that does not preclude feeling insulted.
No.5359
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>>5358Well well. Aren't you confident that this will produce some result, hm? It's like filing for copyright on your fanfiction.
No.5360
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>>5358Nice show with the liquor, by the way. Say something out of turn and you can just blame Ol' John Barleycorn. I really don't know how you keep getting away with things by using such asinine "tricks".
People probably just feel sorry for you and go along with the act. Or maybe they expect such a ruse to actually go somewhere.
No.5361
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>>5360And what do you call this farce? Don't pretend to be better than me.
No.5362
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>>5361>>5360See?
You told everyone to fuck off and die, then you acted like a spastic child throwing a tantrum at himself. Now you ran out of things to say so you'll sit here mashing refresh waiting for someone to ask if you're okay before passing out in a pool of snot.
Which is for the better. I'm not even being insulting now. If somebody played the whole thing right and said just the right thing then you'd freak out and shut everything down without a word because you don't know how to handle your own emotions.
No.5363
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It never goes away, does it?
Might not be the "right thing" you're looking for someone to say.
No.5364
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>>5362You want to keep feeling sorry for yourself? Fine. Keep spazing out on hidden boards. But don't drag the people who care about you down because you behave irrationally.
If you actually want to fix things then figure out what the hell you want and have an actual human conversation with somebody about it. You know how many people care about you? I'm not about to speculate on why but that is completely irrelevant.
My point is: Sort yourself out. Or don't. It's your call either way.
No.5365
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>>5363Ah, hello Chrome! The buttons are getting blurry so I was just calling it a night. I'd delete it all but that's an undertaking I am not in a state for right now and really I don't care. I don't remember everything 100% but judging from the note it ended on it couldn't have been that bad.
It was rather effective this time, I think!
No.5366
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>>5365That's alright. I'm not up after this post myself. Don't pay me much heed, seems like there's enough going on as is.
No.5367
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>>5366Not at all. It was nice of you to drop by.
No.5368
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>>5353 I just read it incorrectly and didn't want to oblige you to have to explain it.
>>5362 sorry for not being here, both a couple of hours ago and in general
No.5369
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>>5368No worries, Boats. I waited until everyone had left the room, so to say.
No.5370
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>>5369 How are you feeling now?
No.5390
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>>5388 I'm glad to hear that
No.5429
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>>5390Though… knowing you'd feel bad if I couldn't push myself in a more positive direction did influence my internal monologue
No.5435
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>>5429 I'm oddly flattered. I hope it influenced you in a useful and nonintrusive way.
Your statement
>Sort yourself out. Or don't. It's your call either way.really stood out to me. There's a lot packed into those 3 short sentences.
No.5438
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>>5437 True; it's more in the way that you said it - not what you said.
No.5439
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>>5438Now I'm curious what you saw.
No.5440
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>>5439>Sort yourself out.a call to self-improvement
>Or don't.the alternative, but presented as an equally valid alternative, and one that is a destination of its own.
>It's your call either way.a reiteration.
It just seems overly pessimistic and binary. Making a small improvement is still an improvement, and even if you don't fully sort yourself out today, that doesn't rule out tomorrow or next week.
How did you mean it?
No.5441
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>>5440I intended it outcome neutral. I don't know which one is the correct choice, and likely never will as they are mutually exclusive. All that mattered was personal responsibility.
No.5442
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>>5441 I'm saying they're not mutually exclusive. unless what you're striving for is perfection and accepting nothing but perfection, in which case you are guaranteed to fail. I don't think that's a useful outlook.
No.5443
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>>5442I don't mean to contradict your own message, but the comment in question was intended less as advice and more "washing my hands" of it.
No.5444
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>>5443 ah, no worries. care to explain?
No.5445
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>>5444"These are your options. What you do with them does not concern me."
No.5446
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>>5445 Right, but why does it not concern you?
No.5447
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>>5446That's probably a question for a psychologist.
No.5448
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>>5447 So you just feel that way but don't know why?
No.5449
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>>5448'twas a drunk and highly confrontational dialogue with myself. I believe some things were said more to be hurtful than out of any deeper philosophical belief.
No.5450
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>>5449 So you don't feel that way?
No.5451
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>>5450Hm. Yes and no. I tried hard not to lie too. Though I do allow it for the purpose of being hurtful. Personal responsibility is one of the few things I value. I do also experience a degree of detachment from myself so it isn't entirely incorrect.
No.5455
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>>5454 You didn't answer the first part!
No.5456
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>>5455Because I was upset.
No.5457
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>>5456 What were you upset about?
No.5458
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>>5457That is a question to have asked when I still had a belly of rum!
No.5459
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>>5458 ah, well sadly that opportunity has passed. I'm glad you're feeling better now though. I'm about to head out driving; have a good evening!
No.5460
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>>5459I wouldn't worry too much about it. It is certain to happen again, and even not anybody can be broken with enough time and persistence.
Have a nice time tonight! Don't overdo yourself, huh?
No.5461
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>>5460 broken?
taking it pretty easy tonight :)
No.5462
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>>5461Cracked.
Good to hear. Getting enough clients to justify spending the cold night alone?
No.5463
>>5462 cracked? I'm not sure if that's meant as a challenge.
It's not a lonely night if you have clients, but yeah it's been pretty good tonight
No.5464
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>>5463You can try it. Or you can not try it. The decision is yours alone, and I respect it.
Hope you got a lot!
No.5465
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>>5464 I'm very forgetful. Chances are I won't remember next time.
I did; thanks!
No.5466
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>>5465We've kept this conversation going half a week, and this board going for much longer. I don't doubt that you can be very patient.
And tonight?
No.5467
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>>5466 I can be very patient; but that's different from being forgetful.
went pretty well. but I decided to call it a night a bit early. a couple of rides before I stopped, I had these 3 girls in my car, drove them through the very busy Taco Bell drivethrough, one behind me was very touchy-feely, gave me a hug while saying she wanted hash browns? at Taco Bell? on the way to their drop, they made a small mess in the car eating tacos. and while I was cleaning up after them, I found one of their phones.
No.5469
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>>5468 most likely. sometimes it's hard to tell. I still haven't gotten a call or message about the phone, which is unusual.
