No.58
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We're all good people here, right? But everyone has darker thoughts, anyone want to share theirs?
I'd never choose to hurt anyone (without a really good reason), but I've imagined it plenty. Is it bad to be curious?
No.106
>>103Not that intrusive honestly. Let's just say I have an active imagination. I don't think I ever think about hurting an innocent person, but the guilty ones... it gets messy.
Want to share? We're anonymous after all. So long as it isn't rule breaking stuff.
No.110
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>>58Oh, yes. Sometimes I think I should go to the nature park at night and look for flying squirrel or look at stars. But by muncipal ordinances, parks close at 10:00 p.m. or more usually at sunset. Yes, I have had criminal ideation. I guess that is the evil side.
No.117
>>106I wouldn't feel bad about it. I get the whole revenge porn of wanting to severely punish someone who 'deserves it' but in my experience the closer you get to the specifics of the situation, less of a good idea it becomes.
As for me nothing really interesting.
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>>112Oh, they don't make laws against something considered wholesome. Perhaps I would not do damage, but think of the psychological harm that might come if someone became aware of a lurker...out there...in the woods. Or the rif-raff that might see my occupying such spaces at night as permission to do the inappropriate.
No.121
>>117I've never really felt bad about it, and honestly I wouldn't consider it revenge porn either. It's not like I'm thinking about rapists and murderers and getting back at them for what they've done. No, just people who shouldn't have crossed me or someone I care about, such as a mugger. In other words, at least in my imagination (which obviously isn't the same as what would happen in reality) I want an excuse to be able to hurt someone really bad. Just to see what it would be like.
Ironically, I've never even thrown a punch, I'm such a non violent person. This is really such an internal fantasy, but it's pretty common for me to imagine it. Like it's something that I'd want to be able to experience if I could, just to see how it would affect me.
You have a side people wouldn't like, but nothing that interesting? Sounds like white collar crime lol.
>>120You are bad to the bone my friend!
No.136
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Has anyone else thought about driving off the side of a bridge?
No.190
Why not test the limits of sharing a bit. I have not and would not want to even imagine hurting an innocent. But, I went through very dark days at one point in my life where I eventually had to choose kindness and empathy over hate and apathy. And having lived through that, I always wondered if I could have under other circumstances been a remorseless killer. And while there's really no way to test that, it is something that I'm curious about. It plays into my own personal philosophy that anyone can become a murderer, if pushed to the limits in just the right way.
>>125I would say that this thread should be a safe space to express the normally unexpressable, though I can't do much about how others will react. Also is hard to judge when it will push past the acceptable for content on this site. Share what you will.
>>136There aren't many bridges where I live, but oncoming traffic, sure. If I were going out I wouldn't get others involved like that, but strictly within the realm of dark thoughts, head on collision works to fulfill that itch.
No.234
>>136Among other things.
Self-harm is something I struggle with.
No.236
>>235Considering what comes with that, yeah.
Same here.
No.241
>>234I've been there, I'm still there in certain ways. I'm sometimes incredibly compulsive towards harmful behaviors. Nothing too dramatic, at least any more. I still kinda wanna cut myself, just to know how it would feel. But I can't worry people over a curiosity at this point.
I hope you have some good support people to help you on the way anon.
>>239I used to be more like that, I actually don't remember all the details of how I used to be but I did consider that I might have ended up harmful to others how I was. Stay strong anon, I hope you have someone you can trust to talk to with these thoughts. I felt like being able to express my worst thoughts judgment free helped me more than anything.
No.264
>>241I have a good network of support.
I'm doing better. The big issue know is emotional abuse I do to myself because they dont leave scars.
Right now I'm on meds to help
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