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I have run into a very rare and unusual problem for me.

ya see, it snowed a crap ton yesterday, in something called a Bomb Cyclone


and it just absolutely messed up all the roads, and all the things and places i usually go to were closed down. So i got to stay at home yesterday and today

however, I just finished a project that i've spent the last 4 months making, and i had no pressing homework or things that were necessary for me to do. i tried doing some kung fu inside, but i can only do small bursts as i wait for my chest to heal fully

so it left me in a unique predicament for me.

I had all the time in the world, and nothing to do...

i mean, in all honesty i have plenty to do. there are games i have, books i can read, videos online to watch, movies and shows i can catch up on. I had plenty to "do". but i tried doing some of them, and instead of feeling content, i felt agitated and moved away from them.

so i've just been antsy and not very mobile, and i certainly don't want to go anywhere right now because of the mess that is outside

so i was hoping y'all can keep me company or something! tell me what's going on in your world!

any cool projects you are working on?

have you ever had sphagetti sauce on rice?


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also uranus smells like farts


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yeah, same.

This shit sucks


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>hugs and kajis <3

how much snow did you get? we got 14 inches


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not that much, but everything was closed yesterday.


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yeah, everything was closed yesterday, and a lot were still closed today here.

i tried driving to the springs, but after i saw like 4 cars on the side of the road, and i ended up sliding nearly off the road myself, i stayed home


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Smart. My class instructor couldn't make it today, I'm guessing he had the same issue.


>have you ever had sphagetti sauce on rice?
yes.  I ran out of pasta.


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i bet he did!

there was like 300 stranded cars between castle rock and the springs


hey boatlight!

>hugs and kajis <3

that's what happened to us!

i rather enjoyed the pasta rice :33


>>927656  pretty good but I think it needs a ton of salt


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i do remember having to salt it a little, but i found the sauce did most of the work!

anyways, how are you dude? what did you do today?


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76 was closed, 392 was closed, all of my family out further east lost heat and electricity, it was garbage.

Here tho? Kept power, heat, and internet.

We got lucky.


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aww jeeze! that sucks so much! i know that some communities out in the sticks lost power too. that must be so awful to have to just sit in the dark while the snow falls down outside!

glad you kept your heat and internet! you were lucky!

what did you do yesterday?


>>927659  nothing going on.  what project did you finish up?


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Lots of drawing and reading.


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you're gonna learn about that tomorrow, but for right now it's a secret ;33

ah yes! drawing! what did you draw yesterday?


>>927664  I'm about a month behind on screaming vlogs


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dozens of doodles for class. also finished up on a charcoal reduction that I've been working on for weeks.


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i'm happy you watch those! i didn't anticipate anyone would try to watch them all :PP

but it's related to those :DD

dozens of doodles sound fun! any doodles of particular interest?

ooh a charcoal reduction drawing! i've done a couple of those! one of them is a zootopia themed one!

what was your charcoal reduction on?


>>927669  They're just in my subscription queue, but I'm a month behind on everything.
I like your editing style.


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the doodles are mostly junk and scribbles. I basically have to do one for every day for the semester. The only ones I have interest in are the bird sketches, but I can't do a bird for every single day.

The reduction is a chimaera - the assignment was to take three or more animal skeletons and piece them together into a single creature


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ahh, i know that feeling :PP

aww thank you <3 my style isn't as clean as how professionals would do it, but it works for me

birds are wonderful! and they come in so many shapes and sizes and stuff, so i can see why drawing them would be a lot of fun. I drew a picture with birds for a final in an art class once, it was a lot of fun!

ooh a chimaera! that sounds neat! what kind of chimaera are you putting together?


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Elephant head, bat torso + wings, eagle talons.


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that sounds pretty metal dude! i love it!

do you have a name for your new creature?


>>927673  about to go do some pointless shit.  have a good one.


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take me with you!

it's warm there!

>hugs and kajis <3


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let's name it then!

is it cool or scary, or what?


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I will hang out a bit. just got out the shower a few minutes ago, gonna head out shopping in a few minutes, when my hair is dry.


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>hugs and kajis <3

it's wonderful to see you! now you are fresh and clean yo!

what have you been up to?


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It's a freaky thing. It looks like an angry, toothy cyclops


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I want to call it the "Gorgognaw!


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not much really, spent much of my day today cleaning, was going to spend a lot of my night cleaning too.

was Also planning on writing a looooooooong email to a friend of mine in Virginia who sent me a very very long email about a month ago. And I have been kind of having a bad case of writer's block for a while now.


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cool cool! clean places are good! i cleaned my place a little bit :PP

oooh a looooooooooooong email? how long are we talking about? 3-4 pages?


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Sounds good, it has been christened.


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"The Legend of the Gorgognaw"

a tale of horror and fury of the creature with the wings of a bat, sharp deadly talons, and the face and trunk of a wild african elephant. Few have seen its face and lived, and of those few, their lives were terrifying, brutal, and short for their insanity caused them to destroy all that they love, in order to cope with their ceaseless agony!


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Well, i just graduated, so that's basically what's up with me.

If you want a fun game to play that requires very little effort or thinking, i highly recommend super bunny man


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>hugs and kajis <3

congratulations! that is so aweosme! what did you graduate with?

hehe! i've watched Game Grumps play that game! it's very ridiculous!


>>927680  oh, I'm done; it's 68 degrees right now


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oh gosh! that sounds so warm <3 i would love to be there in the warm right now T_T

what silly stuff did you do?


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Game development!

we made a VR game with our own custom engine for our final project


>>927700  I would prefer the cold.
ended up not having to go.  thought I might have to drive a neighbor to the store.


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possibly more than that. This friend of mine is someone I met 15 years ago who would eventually become a pretty close friend, and then he moved out of Texas and kind of stagnated and floundered where he was living in Ohio, then he moved back to Texas, all our mutual friends got i to relationships and started having kids, the a couple years after he moved back I moved out to California to be with Thorax, he stayed in Texas for another 6 years, and then a little less then a year ago, he quits his job he had for the past ten years, and takes a new job in Virginia, because he felt like he was stagnating even worse by staying in San Antonio, made even worse by a bad break up between him and another guy, and his job becoming increasingly soul crushing.

So sometime at the beginning of feburary he sent this really really long and heartfelt letter about a lot of things on his mind lately and how that all relates back to me and our friendship over the years. It was all a lot of emotionally heavy stuff, and I spent about a week writing a response to it, but I got really dissatisfied with my response and discarded it, and decided to put it off till I could think of a better way to respond, which so far, I haven't, but at this point, I think Ive procrastinated too long and need to write something. So I texted him and apologized for brushing him off and promised to write a more complete response.

I forsee myself taking a few days for this and sending whatever I have, even if I want to discard it afterwards


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wow... that sounds amazing!!!

what was your game? how hard was it to make?

if i could, i would trade you right now. i am 110% done with the cold!

oh, well that's good i suppose!

wow, it does sound like you have a lot on your mind! i can understand why it's taking you time to really put your heart and mind into the response.

are you 2 still good friends?



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i had nothing else to add to that comment

so did you get your uber job back?


>>927709  no
but I can drive for Uber Eats :twi7:


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ah! that's interesting!

is that a good thing?


>>927711  yes and no.  it's better than nothing.  but I'm here talking with you instead of driving if that answers your question.


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It was pretty tough! We had a 3 man team working for 4 month, took about 2 and a half months to get the ground work done such as model loading, animation, collision, etc. After that, once we got to adding content, it got a lot easier!

(sorry for slow replies playing cs go)


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I would consider us to be pretty good friends still, though we don't often have much time to stay in contact, but that's partly because I tend to be the more reclusive one, I barely talk to anyone I know still in or from Texas anymore, and least not proactively, I mostly just respond when I am contacted by one of them. For a number of years, whenever I would go back to visit, while all of my other friends might have been too busy with their own families and children and whatnot, me, thorax and this guy would frequently get together during those trips. But now he's in Virginia, working in D.C., and the last time I was in Texas for Thanksgiving, I didn't get to meet up with any of my old friends, because having kids tends to do that, and this guy is in Virginia right now. While It makes trips to Texas a little less exciting, I think it's better for this guy ... at least I hope so.


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i didn't know talking to me was so horrible T_T kidding :33

i see, you don't get as my deliveries with it then. i can see why that isn't as desireable

theoretically, if i ordered you to pick me up some tacobell, how much would it cost for you to drive all the way here near colorado springs to deliver it for me?

that sounds hard, but also an amazing experience! i bet it was absolutely electrifying to finish your game and have it presented

what was your game anyways?

take your time ^^

i know those feels, i have friends like that. I am probably just like you in the whole keeping contact part.

life goes on, and people go their seperate ways. and kids change eVERYTHING

I hope that his trips to texas are good!


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I'm not sure if he's taken any trips back to Texas since moving to Virginia honestly, I think he's basically trying to figuratively hit the reset button on his life in Virginia since his life in Texas kind of floundered, and in some ways, he feels like it was sort of a mistake to try and move back to Texas and settle there for as long as he did, since it really only made him feel more isolated and stagnant than it did when he moved to Ohio.

Hell he even frequently told me he felt like his life had essentially become like that show Bojack Horseman after moving back to Texas, which I think is why he was kind of obsessed with it for a while.


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ahh okay, i think i just misunderstood is all

then i hope he can get his life on track in virginia then

Bojack Horseman is a show i need to get back into


>>927715  well, you don't get paid waiting for food, and there are no wait fees, and no cancellation fees, and no surges, and I have to waste time looking for apartments, and no one tips
I'd probably get like $4, since we don't get paid to pick up stuff.  it's stupid.



Oh, basically you shoot fireballs at a dragon. It is very unbalanced and not very fun at all. More of a tech demo than a game really. Just to prove we can make an engine.

EDIT: Oh i just realized, this isn't the final version. Final version had an ice attack, and more dragon attack phases.



yeah, this guy kinda is a real life bojack Horseman, at least in the sense that he's had enough career success in his life to be considered more well to do than many his own age, and a lot earlier in life too, and yet tend to suffer from a lot of depression and dissatisfaction with his life despite that success. I mean, this friend of mine has an MBA and had a fairly successful job in the financial sector, and by the time he left Texas, he already owned a big house there in a fairly upper-middle class neighborhood on San Antonio's north side. Of course, he always said he didn't really want a house, but it's jus "what you're supposed to do at this point" just another life milestone that he accomplished just to be normal despite having no real desire to accomplish it. So he finds himself basically living alone in a big empty house with more space than he knows what to do with, occasionally lending out one of the spare bedrooms to other people. So basically, like Bojack Horseman.


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i'd like to order taco bell please!

i'll have a fritos burrito and one of them new rattlesnake fry burritoes!

you made that? that's awesome! i'd like to play a more refined version of that!

i hope you got a good grade for it!

also, loved the Final Fantasy music at the end :PP

wow, you are right. he is a real life bojack horseman

well, sans the horse attributes

he's not a talking horse man right?

anywho, does he have any plans to get himself out of his funk?


>>927727  I'll ship it Fedex.  It'll be cheaper.


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aww but i wanna see you!

it's like checking off "send me the cutest delivery guy you got!"


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I'm feeling a little burnt out, myself. I'm getting better at self-motivated work: it's interesting.

Let's hang.


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hey heavy!

>hugs and kajis <3

burnt out? what have you been doing to burn out with?

hey! i'm happy you are getting better at self-motivation! that's awesome!


>hugs and kajis <3


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hey wheat!

>hugs and kajis <3

how are you doing?


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Enjoying your cyclone bombs?


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aww :((


i'm sorry...

it's not on us anymore, and the sooner the roads melt and i can get on with my life, the better :PP



I wouldn't be surprised if his fursona was a horse, honestly

I hope he can eventually get out of his funk in life, but honestly I think it might end up being an uphill battle, sometimes I think the core of his problem most of the time Ive known him is that it seems like he's never treated himself like he ever deserved to pursue any passions in life. I mean, he told me that the entire reason why he ever persued a career in business was because, and I paraphrase "of the four career paths you're supposed to purse in college (doctor, lawyer, engineer or accountant) accounting seemed like the one that would be the easiest for me" and then later expressed regrets that he didn't bother to persue a degree in biology or a PhD in biology cause that is a subject he actually had interests in, perhaps enough to consider it a passion.

So even if he does have a new job now, it's still one rooted in the same skills he's built up for himself in school and in the decade after he got his MBA. I guess since now he's not quite so focused on just trying to hit the milestones in his life that he's "supposed" to hit (he moved back into a small apartment in Virginia rather than try to find a new house to buy) perhaps he can find some other way to live his life that won't lwave him so constantly empty and isolated.

Course, I think it could help him to just try and see a therapist for depression, as so far, as far as I heard, he finds it kind of hard to find the motivation to go out and meet people and try to make new friends. That's something that's been on my mind when writing my response, what do I tell him to encourage him and give him motivation?


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I'd enjoy a day off and cut off to simply read my book.


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hmmm, i think a therapist would do him a world of good. like, it seems like a path for him would be to rediscover his own self-love and to explore the things he loves himself. It's not an easy path, but i feel that he has lived so much in the path that was set for him, that he hasn't discovered how to find his own way.

it's kinda difficult for me to suggest ideas, simply because i don't know him, and a lot of my ideas are sorta tailored towards the person in question. but my end goal would be to try and have him rediscover what he loves to do. or even something as simple as finding something that interests him on a purely curiousity level. but i trust you to find a way to speak with him

i mean, it was nice to have a day off yesterday, it was relaxing. but i just get so filled with latent energy that needs to get out.

and i just couldn't get anything to click today, which was bleh!

and i like reading and all, but i can only read like a half hour at a time, or else i get agitated and stop comprehending what i was reading


>>927730  :rara1:
>>927737  how is your mom taking things?


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I've found myself a bit more 'goal oriented'. I busted my hand a couple of months ago out of frustration living at home. A few days later I met up with an old friend who wanted to see the city during during Mardi Gras season and after parting from him and his company made my way back to my car through the mostly empty square of the old French Quarter, where I was accosted by a fortune teller. I feel at home around psychonauts so I sat down with him in front of Saint Andrew's church.

We talked for a while and he sussed out that whatever I'm going through is okay, even if I feel crazy and damaged. He said that I want to have goals and connected it with the notion of the Sacred Masculine; additionally, he hinted that I should be okay with wanting to express myself sexually (this time, I don't think the guy had a crush on me--though he did give me his number).

Of course, I took all of this with a grain of salt but allowed it also to work on me in the way that intuition works. I haven't made any "conscious resolutions" but I recognize opportunities when they come my way. I've been taking skill development more seriously. I'm trying to get certified in math and am focusing on Spanish and also Chinese, and I've joined a philosophy reading group (my study habits in college weren't the best), so it feels a little like I'm in school and working. Additionally I've got a couple "creative" things I'm doing, but I don't like to talk about those before there are tangibles.


She is improved.

Aren't you reading now with us?


>>927749  I'm glad to hear; did you guys figure out definitively what the problem is?


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The new doctor suggested dysfunction of the autonomic nervous system. Theoretically it makes perfect sense but the literature in this clinical presentation is truly sparse. We'll need a neurologist to know anything better.


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wait, you actually busted your hand? i thought you were just making a joke for the sake of the threads i was making. i'm sorry i didn't take you seriously!

wow... that is pretty wild! I mean, i'd love to see that as a short film of your life. seeing a fortune teller, then having this openness to opportunity to be better and take up multiple paths like chinese and spanish

you sound like you've been heckin busy!

yes, but that is particapatory and in short bursts.

like, i'm talking to you, and as such am part of the creation of the narrative. then you guys take a long time to make your part, in which i spend watching funny apex legend videos where people glitch across the map and die in the water

i'm glad your mom is improving


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High energy reading.

She is feeling better.



It's alright, I was really just explaining my perspective on this. I think his biggest problem is how much he seems to beat himself up all the time and feel guilty about a lot of things, but tge kicker is that he seems to feel guilty for feeling guilty most of all. He'll describe times when he feels like he has no motivation to leave the house and go out and find something to do other than what he always does or go find people to meet, and then ends up hating himself for undermining his own happiness. He can be really depressive, and extremely self conflicted, which I think just makes him more depressive. Like I said though, I hope this figurative reset hes trying to pull off works, but at the same time, habits can be hard to break and I sometimes worry that he will beat himself for not being able to change as fast as he would like to.


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exactly! i keep any sort of effort i do to 25 minute bursts, with many small breaks in between!

that's good. has she been given a new treatment or medicine or something?

ahh, i knew and know people like that, and it's really hard to convince them that any step towards better health is good, because they will always find a way to make it a bad thing they are guilty for. This guy does sound like professional help will be good for him, if he decides to take it.

just keep in mind that it is ultimately his choice on what to do, and you aren't responsible for him. I trust that you know that, but i wanted to at least say that, because i don't want to see my friends dragged down as well


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>so i was hoping y'all can keep me company or something! tell me what's going on in your world!

Just 20 minutes.
I'm going to play some games

>any cool projects you are working on?
I want to draw something but I'm still thinking what to draw.


>>927751  Will she need to travel far to check for that?
>>927752  :fluf6:


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hey einhorn!

>hugs and kajis <3

you are a good doggo!

ahh, any ideas yet?




They increased her pacemaker to buy some time


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ah, i see...

i'm not really knowledgeable about medicinal stuff. but i want her to get better, for you. like if i could buy a garuntee for that, i would drop that money for it


>>927759  :pinkie9:
>>927760  what's the next practical step then?


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Find a neurologist

Exiles. We came prepared.


>>927763  :dash3:
>>927764  how's your night going otherwise?


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well, still, i'm sending my vibes towards ya. i know it's not much, but i'm thinkin bout ya my dude

anywho, what are you doing right now?



I'm good tonight! Work was hell but now I can catch my breath


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Not so great ideas.

I wanted to draw Rem but as Medabot.
I was thinking to draw one of the friends of Kemono Friends.

These are the only ideas I have by far


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that's good! you made it out of hell, and can work on feeling swell!

maybe get a hot chocolate!


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Rem as a Medabot would be cute! or maybe as Domestic Dog-san!

that would be adorable!


>>927766  wowowow?  :twi1:
>>927767  sounds like it's tougher than usual for some reason?


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Oh no, it's for realsies. I think the next time I was on Ponyville you made a thread role playing as a call center representative, so it probably seemed like a joke (look at us now, though!). And in fairness, it can be very hard to tell when I'm being serious about something, but such is the price I pay for satirical deadpan.

It sucks, though. It's the first injury I've had that's probably going to affect me for the rest of my life. It feels weird, like a form of death. And I did it to myself, dude. I'm a psycho. Life is some tapestry.


Worse hell starts Sunday.

My best coworker is in the Philippines visiting family, and the next had a family crisis. Next week the only other person on my shift also goes on vacation.


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I was thinking to  draw Cheetah friend too.

If I don't have more ideas I will stick with those two.
Rem as a Medabot and Kemono Friends


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definitely fooled me! i thought you were just having a laugh with me, and given that i am a fighter, thought it was just a way to make a nod to me. sorry i didn't take your injury seriously dude :PP

hey man, it will be alright. It may affect you a little bit, but it will heal, and you will survive.

it's actually interesting, because it reminds me of a real conditioning training that i have read about for kung fu training. They would purposefully break your knuckles and then have it heal in such a way to be more durable while punching. Then after it heals, you would practice punching non-stop with that hand until it fractured again, and then heal it again. and just repeat like that.

your punch would be super deadly.however they recommend using your off hand, because it's basically unusable for anything else other than punching for the rest of your life.

but you didn't go that far, so i wouldn't worry too much about it dude

oof, i will give you reserve vibes and dolphins for saturday then

cheetah would be fun!

and fun fact! cheetahs in captivity are naturally very anxious, so they would actually bring puppies in to grow up with them to help play and make them feel less anxious, and they become friends for life!



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Sorry... I was a downer today


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you have a lot on your mind, so i'm happy you are letting some of that off of your mind

you deserve to be able to chat and express yourself <3


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I see.

Maybe I can draw Dosmetic Dog and Cheetah hanging out together as friends.

Thanks for the idea.

Well time for a session of vieogames
See ya!


>>927773  wow, terrible timing  :twi6:
>>927775  woo!  sorry, going to head off to get back to streaming.

have a good one


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That would be awesome! Cheetah and Domestic Dog are besties and have fun with eachother! i would love to see that as an image!

goodnight einhorn!

>hugs and kajis <3

goodnight boatlight!

>hugs and kajis <3

nighty night dude!


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Here I thought you were bringing me out of my slump and into the light of Mother Wisdom, lifting the fracture up as a cipher of intermittent strength-building; but then "it's basically unusable for anything else other than punching"

Well isn't that just GREAT


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oh trust me, i don't recommend it

but i do believe you will have the use of your hand pretty much to what you are used to

i'd also recommend slapping bricks, that doesn't require you to break your hand and lose your usability of the hand




I just wonder if trying to say "uf you feel overwhelmed by social phobia or social anxiety and thus feel drained of motivation by it, tell yourself it's okay to feel like that and as frustrating and depressing such things can seem, tell yourself it's okay and that's it's all just a practical problem".

I sometimes wonder though if it is a matter of social phobia or just a matter of depression. Like, he's often talked to me about feeling like he's got no passion in life, and oftentimes wonders how people find any sort of passion in life, and I sometimes wonder if that means he's depressed, but then on the other hand, he did once express regret that he had majored in accounting and not biology, which makes me wonder if he does in fact have potential passions and is basically just lying to himself, as if he won't accept that he has any passions, if they are not the "correct" passions, or if he won't recognize them as passions if they don't seem to overwhelmingly drive him in the directions in life that they would for other people. I  mean, I can list a lot of things he has interest in based on frequent topics of conversation we have had over the years, primarily things like critically acclaimed movies (he's certainly a bit of a movie buff) as well as music, and he finds religious philosophy pretty interesting as well, and he likes to talk about science topics quite a bit, he's big into hobby gaming and used to like going to game stores for tcg tournaments with some of our other mutual friends when we all still lived in San Antonio. I think it's pretty obvious that he does have a lot of interest, and he's far less fickle than me when it comes to these things. And yet ... it seems like he thinks he has no passions in life, which just makes me wonder if it's some form of denial.


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Now, I think you're just trying to get people to slap bricks for fun. Is that what you tell people at the call center?


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i can believe it is a bit of both. i maybe reading too much into it, but it seems to me that he grew up in a situation where going into accounting and these "expected" directions gave him the idea to follow what he believed were passions, even if they weren't. and because of that he has fooled himself into believing that he has accomplished those parts, but then the reality hit of how hollow that victory was for him. I don't doubt that he has passion, and i believe they are real, but he's probably so used to disconnect those passions with what he believes are the real paths in life, that he doesn't acknowledge that they are ways for him to find himself and his happiness again.

it's a messy process, but a lot of social pressure and expectations can force that seperation of actual desire for what is good for the self, and what is expected for them to do

but it is fun to slap bricks!

i slap bricks, and i find it fun!


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You're also the guy who's trapped in his house with nothing to do.


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and when i emerge, i will be able to slap the earth in twain, and all my foes will fall before me


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I forget...

Do you evolve with a leaf stone or a water stone?


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i evolve with happiness and/or love increase


I know that feeling all too well really. I get it constantly despite having podcasts, videos and comics I should be doing. Probably as a resutl of feeling like nobody cares about them anyway.

But hey, I think you might have needed that downtime.

Just the usual. Finished page 9 of The Funny Man yesterday, so that's something.



That's pretty similar to what I thought for a long time, but it also doesn't really make much sense ... or at least there seems to be some part of the picture missing here. As far as I can tell, from the few times I met and talked to his parents, I don't get the idea that he was raised in such a way to see his interest as "improper" or "not legitimate" like, I think his parents always come off as the kind of people who would have encouraged him to purse any path in life, so long as it made him happy, and like, his Dad once joked about how he can make himself feel guilty about anything (and say it in such a way that made it seem like he was trying not to let it show that this habit was really concerning to him). So I don't know how my friend got it into his head that his interest couldn't be "real" passions or how he got it in his head that he was "supposed" to purse a more traditional and more traditionally respectable career in college.

I think if I understood that, then maybe I could better figure out the best thing to say that might change his attitude and maybe help motivate him out of fear of pursuing his own passions as passions instead of just "silly hobbies" (my words, not his)


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So if I'm about to enjoy a good fuck, and I send you out before me but call you back before the first move is made, and I finish, it will help you toward your evolution?


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downtime is overrated! i want to do EVERYTHING!!!

>hugs and kajis <3

hey esh! i love ya bro <3

it may not have been his parents, but rather other family, or maybe school and media at the time influencing what he thought. or maybe this friend of yours had a way of internalizing things to extremes, and the parents were not even aware of it. And parents can seem different when other people are around. i don't know, but i can believe a lot of different things.

the only thing that i have is just how you describe him to me. and it seems that he has believed life is best lived in one way, but his heart and mind do not agree. causing a dissonance

that's a bit of a cock tease mate, i wouldn't much appreciate that :PP

but say it did work, and my love stats increase


i'm still not leveled up enough to be viable in most competitive scenes


So do I but I ma dumb and a poop and terrible and end up feeling that way anyway and not doing shit all the time.


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you are not dumb, you are a wonderful creative bean

you are not poop, unless you have been eaten, in which case you are not poop yet!

you are not terrible, you are an absolute delight

and i know you are just helping bro, and i could use down time, all i ask is that i can just enjoy my downtime a bit more than being trapped in my house from the snow :PP

>huuuuuuuugs <3


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But until you reach that point, the only thing you know is 'harden', so what am I supposed to do with you?


>>huuuuuuuugs <3
Oh no I am being lovesmothered this is muuuuuurder

Well go play some of your games then you dinkle. I finally picked Mario Odyssey back up recently. Such fun. Also doodled Hariet which I am sure is a surprise to everybody.

Teach him Pound, String Shot and Rest?


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what anyone would do

use harden until i run out of PP

then I struggle until make the other pokemon faint, all the while using potions to restore my stamina

but i'd rather talk to yooooooooou!

ooh mario odyssey! that is a game on my list, once i get a freaking switch :PP


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Can you learn Pound, String Shot, and Rest?


I got my Switch a little over two months ago, but I got wrapped up in tons of shit and had Spiderman and Let's Go to play. But yeh, back to it and it's ingenious.

And Hariet appeals to my enjoyment of drawing lady villains, so that probably helped


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i can once i get some freaking exp!

although i think i do have string shot, however i tend to use it way too early in the fight

nice dude! i'm glad you are having fun with your switch :33

and hariet is an evil rabbit! i haven't seen an evil rabbit since Hoodwinked!



I actually keep not knowing what to draw lately when I'm not at work or doing comic.


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hmmm? drawing a blank eh?


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Well you gotta start with rats and pigeons and stuff, work your way up.


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that sounds very unhygienic



Perhaps, perhaps his perspective has changed in the past few years. I don't really know how he thinks about it anymore. Before he left for Virginia, we had a conversation over DMs where he expressed that he felt like the entire past decade of his life was a mistake, so I don't know. I need to reread the content of that email. I'm just considering the possibility that some of his ways of thinking in the past had become habitual and that that might mean he could fall back into them.


>The song that plays when you grind against Pidgeys

I loved that movie when it first came out. I saw it with a bunch of my friends, and the whole "Be Prepared" song made us laugh so hard we rewatched it in every dubbed language available on the DVD.

Hurrr hurr vurry funny.
But actually, good news! WHile my art classes end next week (for now), I just sold a bunch of introductory courses a la the one I did back in February. So in July and September, I'll be doing two, and hopefully attract more students.


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hmmm, well i definitely would do a bit of content analysis, and just talk with him some more to really get more of an idea. I do honestly believe that regardless, perhaps time with a therapist will do him good. but that's something you'll just have to find out.

i'm sorry you have to concern yourself so much about this though, it doesn't sound like it's a very light subject matter at all

ooooh way oooooh!!! pidgey pidgey!!!

that movie was freaking hilarious! i adored it so much. and Be prepared was a blast! Horns to Open bottles! Horns to HOld my Keys! Horns that when you turn them right,they help me turn on me TV

also the Pull the lever kronk moment is great!


That is fantastic news! I am so happy for you dude! July and September are gonna rock!


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Well don't think you're going to make it to Misty with that attitude.

So a bunch of kids are walking along a path and they hear this song playing over the field in the distance as some guy is fucking a birds?


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Misty definitely makes me use Harden more than any trainer up to that point!


FIrst of all, "fucking a birds" is now one of my favorite phrases.

Also yes.


But yeah, the Avalanche bit fucking killed me.
It's certianly one of the best ugly-as-fuck-CGI-movie-even-for-its-time

Here's hopin'


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alright guys, i'm gonna go to bed!

i look forward to warmer weather and being able to leave my house for the first time in 2 days!

goodnight <3

hey, it was ugly as hell and we LOVED IT! it knew what it was and just owned it!

>hugs and kajis <3

goodnight! i know you will rock it!

goodnight heavy!

>hugs and kajis <3

make sure to slap a brick pretty good bro!

nighty night!


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*Steals one hug beoifre bed times*


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goodnight andrea!

>hugs and kajis <3

can't forget to wish you a good night!

>hugs back with legitimate legal tender cuddles <3

goodnight <3


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The most concerning part about the content of this email, while not being that depressing or even all that negative is that it's like he's confessing that he has feelings for me.

Which just makes replying to this all the more complicated.

He says stuff like how, looking back on the past 20 years, he sees me as the friend of his he identifies with most and that's why in retrospect he's considers me to be the best friend he ever had, as he sees a lot of himself in me and a lot of me in himself,  and as such, he thinks about me a lot, despite the fact he rarely reaches out to anyone to talk these days. This email is clearly an attempt to reconnect to me and Thorax, and the fact it comes off as a confession of feelings just makes it so much more complicated ...



Goodnight star


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Yea... Think i'm gonna delay the move until spring is well underway. I don't like my odds in my post-wreck sentra vs. colorado blizzards.

I got no projects, and i've never had spaghetti sauce on rice. I've just been playin games and watching anime and trying to save money and get my car as rockies-ready as i can.

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