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Well, it was a good day.
Then my ex-bf reminded me that he existed.
Fuck this day.
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Don't let some ancient jerk ruin your day. If you're not on good terms, just block his number and do something more fun.
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I blocked his number, his twitter, on FB.
But no, that asshole logged into an unblocked tumblr blog to bitch about how I didn't like something he liked.
It's fucking trivial too.
From like... two years ago.
Something made me uncomfortable, I expressed why it made me so, and he went "lol how can it make you uncomfortable it doesn't bother me". I blocked him, moved on, and fucking today
he's going around going "remember when Setsuna blocked me over this?"
Just. I want him to fuck off and stay fucked off.
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Sorry to hear that.
Have you tried putting his testicles in a jar?>>901883
Seriously tho, this constitutes stalking. If you have not already, make it clear to him that you want him to not contact you ever anywhere at all.
If he persists you can pursue a civil harassment restraining order.
I hope you can get past it one way or another and get your good day back!
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I would if he had testicles. He's FTM like me, and was pretty pissed when I started growing a better beard than him.
He's one of those shitty people who thinks he's "woke" and thinks doing yoga is cultural appropriation.
I don't hate a lot of people. I was fine to put him out of my mind. But no.
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Can always recruit someone to teach him a lesson. If you care so much.
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Could forever be a solution to your hardship though.
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I'm really, really not in the mood. Please stop.
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He's one of those
kinds of white people. Trying to go vegan, thinks yoga is cultural appropriation, thinks all LGBT+ people need to think like he does, self-diagnosed himself autistic and built his entire identity around it, etc.
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i'm sorry today was a bad day...>hugs <3
he is in your past, but doesn't have any say in your present and future <3
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I'm gonna try to salvage this day into something nice. Or at least something decent.
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Vent away. When you've had your fill, just focus on doing anything else - stuff you enjoy. Tends to work after a bit.
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The pissy thing about this? I vented a year or so ago about how I didn't like the trend of "This character is transgender because [some minor trait]!!! I don't make the rules everyone is trans!" headcanons that were going around fandoms.
I said that to me, an actual trans person, it felt fetishistic, and specifically noted that it was my feelings only. That I didn't expect anyone else to fall in with this, I was just venting, it was just what I was feeling on the matter.
And he fucked right in with "lol I'm trans too how am I fetishizing myself?"
And I just... didn't want to engage him. So I blocked him and moved on. And then today he's just gone all "REMEMBER WHEN SETSUNA SAID I AM FETISHIZING MY OWN GENDER AND BLOCKED ME LOL"
I'm angry about it. I'm angry that he didn't just stay out of my life. So yeah. I wrote a really angry response and blocked that blog and I hate that he is such an immature little fuckwit. >>901915
I'm not sure.
I'm watching some TV right now, in a bit I'll watch AngriestPat's stream, and maybe I'll play some more FFXIV later now that the new update is out.
He really doesn't seem worth your time to think this much about, at least not anymore, but I get that we are not always in control of how mad things make us.
That's why I say: vent till you're all vented out. Sometimes ya just gotta vomit out some bile.
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I am angry at how angry he makes me. He's such an asshole, and I would rather put him out of my mind completely.
But I need to just vomit all that bad blood and bile and get him out completely.
>>901925>But I need to just vomit all that bad blood and bile and get him out completely
Aye. I've been there.
I get it with the identity stuff too. It's good seeing things consistent with your personal identity well represented, but when it is, as you say fetishistic, it feels demeaning and insulting.
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>>901926>It's good seeing things consistent with your personal identity well represented, but when it is, as you say fetishistic, it feels demeaning and insulting.
I don't care if people are just shipping characters together, but declaring characters are trans to just pretend you're progressive is awful. And I've seen so much of it. I really don't like it.
Like, my ex would make headcanon posts about Jim fucking Moriarty
being secretly transgender. Or Bucky Barnes. Or basically whichever fictional character he was horning on at the time.
And yeah, it comes off as really gross.
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I too, am having a not great week.
Hope things get better bud.
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Oh. Well if it's grounded in beard envy then it's all understandable (somehow i'm both joking and serious at the same time).
Anger at someone can be complicated but it seems like you've got a good basic understanding of the reasons why you're angry which a good start to digesting everything and reaching some peace.
Give yourself some slack and allow yourself to experience your feelings and examine them until you understand it all well enough to shrug off everything thats bothering you right now. Eventually you will reach a point where it doesn't bother you so much because it's just other people's shit and yours is yours and theirs doesn't matter.
Keep at it but please don't be too upset with yourself, its all perfectly normal and you're doing just fine. Hang in there and good luck!!
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You too, friend. >>901930
This too shall pass.
I just have to shove him out of my mind.
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is him touting how he's poly, and I was also at the time, but then he didn't talk to me for two weeks and then only did so to say he stopped loving me and was off lusting after some other man. The instant we split he was off trying to get into the dude's pants.
But no, I'm the asshole for blocking him.
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Claims that he's open-minded but unless you're the right type of Gay(tm) you're useless.
I think what bothered me first was some art tutorial post for lines. And it said "Pull curved lines, push straights"
And his only comment in the tags was "Push straights. Off a cliff tbh"
and I just... yeah no.
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Yeah, what a prick. >>901937>hug>>901938
Like a turd in a punch bowl, yeah.
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It's a good one.>>901944
Yeah, I'll be fine.
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someone needs a hug
holy stuffing that was a day
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>reads through most of the thread
>not sure what to say that hasn't already been said
Uhh...found any new shows you like?
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Not lately. I've been watching a lot of livestreams, not a ton of new shows really.>>901984
That's my plan.
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On the upside, theres finally a new pony toy on the shelf!
How can anything be wrong
I dont have dynamite in the car so i guess i'll wait to get her home to set her free, but she seems G1 soft thru the package.
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Sorry, LP, I don't really care about that.
I'm glad it makes you happy, but it's not really the same for me.
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I watch AngriestPat, PeachSaliva, and WoolieVs, mostly. Videogames with people who seem like they're all old friends of mine.
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It doesnt actually make me as happy as i said but, i got some important stuff done at work that was appreciated and that made me feel validated also i setup my new computer and got a good mouse and got out of this week with enough money to just cover my bills in time, fix my leaking car tire and have a couple bucks left over for pony.
Also was hoping you'd feel better by now. Self-righteous judgy mean jerks arent worth staying mad at for too long. What was good about your day before all that?
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still there setsuna?
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I did some art, slogged through more Dragon Age Origins, and was pleased about getting to play more FFXIV. Which is about what I'm doing right now. >>902013
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did you make good on salvaging the day?
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that's good :))
do you have anything you are doing or working on? like an art project or con stuff?
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Con prep, mostly. First one is in February.
I've been trying to get the new prints done, but inspiration kinda comes and goes.
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February is just a stones throw away! i hope you have fun with that! do you have any cosplays you are gonna do?
ah yeah, i know that feeling
some days, it's like you have wind pushing your sails and you just fly!
other days, it feels like you are trudging through mud in lead boots :PP
as long as you keep trudging tho!
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There is one I want to do, but I don't think I'll be able to get it done in time. I don't think I can risk flying out to see my mom while the whole shutdown is going on, it's more stress than I need.
I already know I won't have the new charms done in time, the test batch is still being made, but I hope I'll have them for the next one after that.
It sometimes feels like I have great intentions but I'm falling very short.
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ah yeah, i've heard a lot of people are not flying just because of all the chaos of the TSA during the shutdown, it's put a damper on a tons of people, i'm sorry it's hitting you too :((
i hope your charms get done for next time! i know those are very popular from the cons i went to
oh setsuna, you are doing wonderfully! there are times when our intentions are not being fulfilled, and it sucks quite a bit. but you persist and try regardless, and that effort and series of good habits are infinitely more important than losing out on a few goals
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It's a struggle, but I'm trying.
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you are awesome! never forget that :))
what has been your obsession as of late?
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Wheeled back around into Code Geass, slowly working through fanfic writing when I'm not working.
Not sure anyone is gonna want to read the one I'll be posting once my current one Code Geass/Gundam 00 crossover
, but it's nice to write.
There's been RP site work too. New batch of eggs hatches on my birthday next month, so I've been working on making good matches and helping new members out.
I wish more people had played the Raidou Kuzunoha games, they deserve a lot of love.
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sounds fun! it's been forever and a half since i watched code geass, so i'm curious as to what your fanfic is about :))
i mean, i don't know enough about the show's world to really appreciate it as much it deserves
ooh fun! it's good to see you be so cool to your site and members :)) also happy super early birthday!>raidou kuzunoha
is that the series where the characters shoot themselves in the head to summon monsters and stuff?
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The fic is a heavy crossover of Setsuna F. Seiei (post Gundam 00) waking up in the Code Geass world after a massive catastrophe and dealing with the world as it is while he's a shiny demigod. It's called "And History Repeats Itself" on AO3.
It'll be nice, I did some nice special things for them and I can't share any of it yet, I've had everything done since November.
Same timeline! You're thinking of Persona 3, but in the Shin Megami Tensei timeline, the Raidou games start everything.
If Raidou dies/fails at the end of his first game (Raidou VS the Soulless Army), then SMT 1 and 2 happen. Nocturne happens somewhere after the second game (Raidou VS King Abbadon), but the Persona timeline follows that.
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that sounds pretty awesome! i like the premise, and it sounds like it would be a wild ride! and that's a good title!
it's always so hard not to say stuff when you have exciting stuff! but i get ya, don't want to spoil anything
ah! i'm glad i was somewhat right :PP>hugs and kajis <3
i need to go to bed! i hope you have a great evening, and that tomorrow is infinitely better!
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Have a good night, Star.
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Since Super Best Friends Play broke up, it's been nice to watch Pat and Woolie still. And Paige is a really nice wreck. She sundowns super hard but tries her best. >>902146
Leave if you're going to be like this.
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yea, was kinda sad seeing best friends break up. but 10 years does much wear and tear..
being able to realx this weekend?
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Yeah, it was really sad to see, but I'm glad everyone is making it work now.
So far I am! I got to spend time reading more of my Lovecraft collection today, and I will probably try to play more games tonight or finish my FFXIV Dragoon print.
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And looking back on it, Matt checked out a long time ago. I remember when Pat announced that he and Paige bought a house (on the podcast) and Woolie was super excited and wanted to hear more, and Matt just seemed to vanish. Zero interest at all.
Sucks, but honestly I enjoy Pat and Woolie much more. Matt's scripted stuff is fine, but I like the LP funsies and the catastrophe.
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Late to the thread, but I do hope things are going better now, setsuna. World is full of toxic people, amd the only thing having toxic people in your past means is that you've grown into a better person since, and they haven't. And I think I'll join you in the fire emblem posting. Hope you've been well apart from some douche showing up in your life.
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Thanks Insaninater. I'm doing better today, put that asshole out of my mind. Spent today playing some games and getting to read a little. It's been good.
And I got my 5* Tibarn, Reyson, and Leanne in FEH.
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Good to hear!
Lucky! I've had pretty crummy luck lately in FEH pulls, 2 full pulls on the new banner and no luck, so ive been working on improving the units I have. That soleil is newly improved. She's proven a great bunker-buster, and I finished my build for an omni-tank HJacob too. He's also proven quite useful. Debating whether to feed Jacob my Celica for the distant defense and soleil my fallen celica for the chill speed.
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I started today with 302 orbs, I have 32 now.
I hoarded them all for when Laguz were gonna drop and it paid off super well.
I need to buff my Oscar, he's my vanguard. Astra, Slaying Lance+, and he's at +5 already. he just needs a distance counter.
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we will still get to see new contect from em. just not in the same room. so yay!
OOh sounds awesome!
and yay for all the rest,game, and books!
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Oh nice! I just finished a distant counter horse myself a while back. Hrid died for this, but it was worth it.
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I don't sit and read often, but today everything was just right for me to settle in c: >>902331
Aww, I like Hrid! But 90% of my roster is just "I like this person so I'm keeping them and I'm gonna make it work"
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Some days are just like that!
just being able to bundle up in blankets, chill music and good book.